EMPTY CRANIUM

I haven't written anything lately because what do you write about when it feels like there is nothing going on to write about?  

I got a DIY window paint thing for Christmas and finally put it to use. I made one "Be kind" for me to see and another one for everyone who passes by. 

Feeling like my best self these days and its fun knowing there's always more to discover. 
Been thinking about how to really make my dreams come true. I have a pretty good feel on a direction I want to start with. It's all about trial-and-error baby. 
During this process not only does one grow through resilience but perfects the craft itself. Knowing how to deal with things, learning what works and what doesn't in real time. STRENGTHHHH.

Living in wonder is the rent I owe God.

I’m afraid if I stop looking at the stars or counting ladybug spots that the locks will change

– John Roedel

I am gatekeeping! LMAO I am very transparent with my creativity and life, but I can't give away all my secrets!
In due time my dreams will be in real form for everyone to experience firsthand.
I will say that my mission is the same throughout all my journey and everything I do encompasses it. It's how I have found meaning in the paradox of life.
I wish to live virtuously, righteously.
Living a meaningful and full life however I decide that may be.
To give this same opportunity for all beings.
Create environments for coexisting. Space for all.  

I'm so grateful I've had the privilege to live a good life thus far, I've enjoyed plenty, and I am ready to give back in big ways. Getting older every year and realizing there is still so much I want to accomplish. I am like oh shit!! If I start fermenting peppers in a handmade clay pot rn, my kids could have some serious gut health/old ass family traditions HAHAHA.
I am googling shit like "How to start your own charity".
HUHHH! Just giving yall a glimpse of the rat race my brain has been when thinking about my future.

There I am 🙂 Not a single fucking thought running through that cranium sometimes.
Despite it all, I know I must start. I must create. I must belieeeveee.
I hope everyone enjoys the next few days.
(Try listening to "Eternal Summer" by The Strokes in the shower ((listen to the entire album tbh)) and let me know how you feel after)