I CARE I CARE

Happy Happy Friday mis amores

Today I wanted to reflect. I am so damn happy I am no longer where I use to be.

The thumbnail on today's post is from my tumblr in 2022, when I was really feeling the pressure of life.

Thankful to be able to push through the hard times. I can’t believe I am here today, and I can’t help to be proud of myself and everyone around me.

More screenshots from my 2022 camera roll. At this point in my life, I had just begun to discover the dark tunnel that was my mind.
I was dedicated to looking at the light at the end. Truthfully, I am afraid of the dark.
I worked on closing the gap inch by inch. Sometimes it was as simple as putting one foot in front of the other.
Other times, I was crawling and clawing my way out.
I took breaks. I continued to breathe.
Not knowing if I would make it out alive.
But fuck. I was going to die either way, why not try everything on the way out?

I am not certain if I ever really “made it out” of “the tunnel” or if I am simply no longer afraid of it and have learned it enough to be comfortable with navigating.

Thankful for the chance to change!
To choose. ❤
All the seeds I planted are finally sprouting.

Have faith. See yourself in all things and know, you are loved! Anything is possible because you are here to make it so.